Dana

Thu, 21 Jul 2005 13:15:29 GMT

i have a new lj!

http://www.livejournal.com/users/highway40

CHECK IT OUT!

Tue, 11 Jan 2005 17:22:35 GMT

I was told that i hadn't updated in awhile, which is true, but I just haven't felt like it. I haven't felt like doing a lot of my normal stuff lately. Maybe it's the new year? or Maybe I'm just changing my priorities. Either way I don't mind it much.

I have exams this week. I took my english and french exams today. I'm pretty sure that I need well on both of them; none of the questions seemed to horrible hard. I don't have any tomorrow, but I do have some thursday and friday. Those are my hard exams >.

Wed, 29 Dec 2004 17:03:52 GMT

I haven't updated in a few days. I'm sure everyone just missed reading about my "exciting" life. HA! Nothing exciting has happened really. I have no great stories or thoughts to tell. I am leaving for Ocean City tomorrow, and I'm speading the night at Annies tonight. Thats really the only interesting news I have.
I've taken some quizes, I guess that's what they are, so enjoy reading them. Steal them if you like.

FIRSTS:
First best friend: Tana
First real memory of something: Playing Cats Craddle(sp?) with my Grandpa when I was three.
First date: *shudder*
First real kiss: again...*shudder*
First Break-up: Corey
First Job: job? i'm to lazy for a job
First screen name: oh god, I can't remember...
First self-purchased album: ...i can't remeber that.
First funeral: my Grandpa
First pet: Mittins, she was a cat, that enjoyed clawing at my face*points at scar under right eye*
First peircing/tattoo: ear lobes when I was 6 months old
First enemy: soooo many...but i'd have to say this chick Amanda
First big trip: to Oregon, i don't remember it, but apparently i went.
First musician you remember hearing in your house: god! i don't know.
LASTS:
Last cigarette: 20 minutes ago
Last big car ride: out to Round Hill...and i have to make that drive twice a week >.<
Last kiss: Monday
Last good cry: whenever it was that i was grounded.
Last library book checked out: some Neil Simon Play books... which i haven't returned yet >.<
Last movie seen: Dogma, it was on tv last night
Last beverage: Pepsi
Last food consumed: Chips
Last crush: Sammy ^.^
Last phone call: my mom
Last tv show watched: Chris Rock Comedy
Last time showered: ...
Last shoes worn: chucks
Last cd played: Urban Style - Zazu
Last item bought: festive undies
Last annoyance: my dad...
Last disappointment: ...no idea
Last ice cream eaten: GOD! that was forever ago!
Last shirt worn: white cami

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ThEY CaLL ME//:: Dana
Age::: 15
BiRTHDAY//:: January 25, 1989
Single/Taken::: taken
Hair color::: redish brown with carmel highlights
Eye color::: brown
Any siblings::: one brother, Rene whose 25
Which friend is Craziest::: Teagan
Which friend is Loudest::: Jean
Which friend is Sweetest::: Kathleen
Which friend is Smartest::: uh....smart?? I guess...Annie?
Which friend is Funniest::: Phillip
Which friend is Skinniest::: Emily
Which friend is Quietest::: Phillip
Do you have a boy/girlfriend::: yes
If so, what is their name::: Sammy
How old are they::: 16
Do they hold your hand::: of course
Have you had your first kiss::: yes
What do you look for in a person::: funny, sweet, lots of money..KIDDING!
What is the most romantic thing you can think of::: going somewhere quiet and just holding eachother.
Pepsi/Mountain Dew::: i think both ^.^ *nods*
Chocolate/Cookie Dough::: COOKIE DOUGH!!
Strawberry/Apple::: apple
Candy/Ice cream::: candy
TV/Computer::: TV
Radio/CD::: CD
Drugs/Alcohol::: both
Do you believe in Santa Claus::: yes i beleive in my parents...
Do you believe in Easter Bunny::: brings me chocolate doesn't he?
Do you believe in Boogie Man::: *hides* WHERE?!
Do you believe in True love::: hell ya
Do you believe in God::: i don't beleive, i have an idea.
Do you believe in Ghosts::: only when im alone in my house
Do you believe in Vampires::: if one bit me sure...
Favorite Drink::: OJ!
Favorite TV Show::: Lost
Favorite Book::: The Solitaire Mystery
Favorite Radio station::: must I pick one?
Favorite Website::: http://www.ferryhalim.com/orisinal/
Favorite Food::: Steak *drools*
Favorite CD::: Dashboard Confessional - A Mark A Mission A Brand A Scar
Turn ons::: cute butt ^.^
Turn offs::: self centered
Favorite position::: ...what if i like them all?
Are you a virgin::: no
Ok I think this is enough don't you::: yah
Are you bored::: i wouldn't be doing this would i?
What're you doing right now::: this stupid thing!
What time is it::: 11:57 am
Are you getting tired of this::: yeah
Have you ever missed someone?::: oh, all the time.
Have you ever hit someone forcefully?::: heh heh yeah
Have you ever thrown anything at a moving car?::: little berrys from my old house.
Have you ever been in a fist fight?::: yes, i slammed her head into a tampon dispenser(sp?)
Have you ever laughed so hard you cried?::: hasnt everybody??
Have you ever hit an animal on the road?::: NO!!!
Have you ever seen a Beatles film?::: no...
Have you ever cussed?::: FUCK YEAH!
Have you ever been on a subway?::: duh..
Have you ever taught a little kid to cuss?::: i don't deal with little kids.
Have you ever cheated on a test/exam?::: heh heh...yeah
Have you ever skipped school?::: yup.
Have you ever egged someones house?::: no *sigh* it's on my list of things to do
Have you ever gotten a computer virus?::: who hasn't?
Have you ever cried for no reason at all?::: yes

Are you a stalker?::: no
If so, who do you stalk::: n/a
Do you have a crush::: yes
Do you miss someone right now::: yes
What do you do At school::: nothing at all...i tend to zone out
What do you do At home::: watch tv, and go on the computer. how exciting isn't it?
What do you do Outside::: smoke. ^.^
What do you do When you first wake up::: contemplate falling back asleep
Are You Happy Right Now::: yes
Are You Sad Right Now::: i can't be sad and happy at the same time..dumbass!
Are You Grumpy Right Now::: no.
Are You Bored Right Now::: i wouldnt be doing this if i wasnt
Are You Lonely Right Now::: yeah
Have You Ever Broken a bone::: yup
Have You Ever Dyed your hair::: yes
Have You Ever Swam alone::: no, i can't swim
Do You Eat a lot::: mmmmhmmm foood
Do you Give good advice::: i try my best
Do you Wear hats::: if their cute
Do you Like to be outside::: it's fun!
Are You A good friend::: i like to think so
Are You Always happy::: no.

To the dearest of people...

Sat, 25 Dec 2004 03:23:29 GMT

You get frustrated with me,
Time and time again.
But, just beleive me when I say
That I really do love you.
Not just the stupid kind of love that only lasts for a second.
It's the kind that stays around forever.
The kind that you feel in the pit of your stomach.
I know I'm horrible sometimes.
I never call,
Or when I do I never talk for long.
I'll be honest.
I don't always want to talk.
But you have to beleive me when I say
That I really do love you.
You can count on me,
No matter what the season.
May be summer, fall, winter or spring.
I'll be there.
Things may happen that seem to be tearing us apart,
But, just beleive me when I say.
That I really do love you.
I do everything for you.
You're are my everything,
And I never want to be without you.
I love you,
I really do.

mmhmm...ok...all of you can ignore that, with the exception of one person. I sure hope that one person knows who they are.

Tue, 21 Dec 2004 18:23:14 GMT

I'm at my moms work right now....BORING! In about 20 minutes were going to lunch, and they she's taking me SHOPPING! I LOVE HER SOMETIMES!! After that we come back here and I leave to go to the White House. OOOO How exciting! Don't you guys just wish you were me!?!?!

I really like all the attention I'm getting lately. Ever since I made the play so many people congradulate me. I hate to sound conseded or anything, but it feels great. It's real ego boost!

I know this is a bit random, but I just thought of it. I need to write something fro the litery magazine, I'm on the staff so it's kind of manditory. I don't know what to write, I'm thinking about writing sometime about Sammy, but I'm having trouble because I want it to be perfect. I'm thinking I may write a love letter to him and submit it. I'm not sure. I do have a couple drawings I'm going to submit, and I'm going to draw more.

I'm being called away now. I'll talk more later.

almost bed time!

Tue, 21 Dec 2004 07:22:39 GMT

I'm exhausted. I just spent the past 2 hours making this place pretty! SO ALL YOU PEOPLE JUST LOOKING AT MY POST FROM YOUR FRIENDS PAGE, CHECK OUT WHAT I DID! I know some stuff is a bit messed up, but I'll work on that after some sleep.

I HAVE EXCITED NEWS!!! ta tum ta tum ta tum *drum roll*

I MADE THE PLAY I AUDITIONED FOR. I MADE THE LEAD ROLE TOO!!! ^.^ yay!!

Oh, and I get to go to the white house tomorrow ^.^

k i'm done. bed time for me *passes out*

ps-check out my cute little mood penguins...aren't they just soo cute ^.^

IT'S PICTURE DAY!!

Sun, 19 Dec 2004 05:08:06 GMT

So I had a christmas party last night(but i'm sure by the time i'm done with the post it'll be two nights ago...) and I took A LOT of pictures. I went picture crazy!

*note: this are in no sort of order...*

Nick! isn't it just a sexy picture. *licks lips*

Chas got hit in the face with a chalk brush ^.^

*LAUGHS* he always looks like this...<3 I LOVE YOU CHAS!

I have no idea what Patti is doing...but Ben and Jean make such a cute couple ^.^

RENE!!!

SAMMY AND I!! <3<3<3

Nick...grabbing his ass...I didn't take it! I DON'T KNOW WHERE IT CAME FROM!

SAMMY<3<3<33333!!

Another one of Rene

Naughty Sarah and Brandon...tsk tsk

sleep much?

Nick and Kathleen...two of my favorite people!

Such a nice picture of Annie

MY FOBS!!

Nick and Rene...

Ok.. there's a reason why this one is red and it was painful too. so, I went to take a picture of Annie, and somehow I ended up putting my finger over the flash and thentook the picture. It burnt my finger, only slighly tho, and the picture came out red. I took another one later like it, only i used a cheesy poof istead of my finger, but it looked bad.

The party was winding down...and we were all pretty bored.

*smirk* now for the SEXY pictures. I got bored this afternoon and decided taking A BILLION AND ONE pictures of myself was grand idea. Great for wasting time.

look at my pretty eyeshadow..SAMMY BOUGHT IT FOR ME!!

YES! CORN DOGS ARE FOR WEINERS!!!

Thu, 16 Dec 2004 22:56:40 GMT

EVERYONE ELSE HAS HAD MORE SEX THAN ME!!

sorry i thought it was funny

i hate my parents

Mon, 13 Dec 2004 03:56:44 GMT

i hate them, i really do. Their buying a fucking C6 corvette!! they can spend all their money on a car, but get me a computer, oooo no that'd be to fucking hard for them. TOO FUCKING EXPENSIVE MY ASS!!! sorry! I'm livid!

Thu, 09 Dec 2004 02:56:07 GMT

OMG! CREEPIEST THING WAS JUST TOLD TO ME!!

OK. So ever since me and my mom have begun watching LOST she's been wondering about her first boyfriend. Mainly because one of the main characters looks like him. So today during the show she pulled out a picture of him, although it was really bad, and she showed it to me. After the show she called her sister and she tells my mom that this guy David Powers(same name as my moms old boyfriend) has been comming to her work a couple times. (and he looks like my moms ex too) so my aunt is going to figure out if it is him. but yah it's creepy!

Wed, 08 Dec 2004 16:14:16 GMT

I'm still sick. Whats wrong with me! I seriously think it's school. I felt fine on sunday, and then i come to school monday and immeaditly i start coughing and sneezing again >.< I just want to leave.

OK, So people that care nothing about their future bother me. Point in case, Christina. She rarely comes to school anymore, she's never in proper uniform, and now I hear she's planning on finding a job from 7am to 3pm! And trying to talk to her doesn't work, because she's just like "I don't care, and I won't care!" I want to be a good friend and help her, but i've tired and now i'm giving up. Theres nothing I can do, but I can't just stand by and watch her throw her life away. I don't want her to be 50 years old, looking back on her life and saying "Man my life sucked!" I want her to look back and say "Man, my life may not have been the best, but i'll live!" God! i just want to stab people like that.

desktop publishing...BORING!

Mon, 06 Dec 2004 13:01:54 GMT

It's first period and i have nothing better to do. >.<

I watched an awesome movie yesterday. The Five People You Meet in Heaven. They made the book into a movie. It was exactly like the book, it was awesome. I almost cried several times.

Um, yah, for people who missed it, read the last entry and do what it says..mmk.

random..

Sun, 05 Dec 2004 17:50:27 GMT

do this anonymouslyyy...

• The First Letter of your Name.
• One thing you like about me.
• One thing you don't like about me.
• How long we've been friends.
• And a hint to who you are.

Being sick is no fun!

Thu, 02 Dec 2004 22:42:58 GMT

list 10 different statements about 10 different people without including their name!

1. You're amazing. I miss you, I need you. These past few days have been so boring, so dull. I miss the way you hold onto me, touch my arm, smile at me. I miss that cute little cut you got on your cheek, I still don't know how you managed that. I need a hug from you, or a kiss, yah a kiss would be nice. I'm glad were sick together, but sad that we can't BE together.

2. You mean the world to me, you just don't know it. I wish i could tell you, but that would complicate things. So many times I just want to hug you and kiss your cheek and say "never leave me!" but i can't. So I just stay quiet, and ramble about other things to keep my mind off it. So many times you've helped me, made me see I was wrong, or which way I needed to go. You may think your life isn't always peaches and creme, and it's not, i'm telling you that now. But remember, I care about you. and I'll always be there for you, I'm just a phone call away.

3. I only just met you last year, but I already feel like i've know you forever. I love your cute little stutter, and the way you smile. I feel bad for you sometimes, when people just use you and leave you. I wont leave you. I may not have gotten you that gift, but hey! Isn't my friendship enough. You'll get it one day, i'll surprise you, don't worry.

4. Oh, so many good times. How I miss them. we never hang out anymore. but things change, people change. "Sea biscut?" HAHA! I miss you so much. I enjoy history tho...good times.

5. You're an exciting person. Werid, but exciting none the less. I really enjoyed that day at Jammin Java, despit how nervous I was. we need to see each other more often. make our friendship GROW! i feel silly now for having such a hug crush on you back in my freshman year, but i think that if i hadn't then i wouldn't have you to fill my # 5 spot!

6. Sometimes I like think of you as my best friend, despit how often we fight. I know if I was in any sort of GRAVE danger I'd come to you. Even tho i disobey every law you give me, I still love you. You're my rock, i feel grounded with you.

7. I've known you for quiet awhile. Although we've never met it's been fun. All those times discussing names, and never coming up with a single one. I still think we should go meet at a mall sometime, i mean we live so close. Kind of ironic tho, meeting the way we did and living in the same general area.

8. You're 25! HOLY COW! And when i was younger, I never imagined I'd be speaking to you now. It's been fun, a lot of good times. The pool, man I miss the pool. We still have to have our little fiesta when i visit. ok? no backing out! AND NO TELLING YOU KNOW WHO!

9. I've known you for less than a year. And outside of school we've seen eachother once. Butyour still one of my best! I enjoy all the talks we have about our boy of the moment. we need to hang out. and i need to meet your boyfriend.

10. You've touched my life in a way no one else has. I crumble infront of you. It's true. I don't know why, but I do. Half the things we did, were wrong, mainly because of situations i was in, but we did them anyways. Even tho i stopped it all, i still think I'd go back to it. I miss you a lot. come back! Actually don't, because of you know who. Sometimes i wish maybe our relationship hadn't been based on what it was, but other times i'm glad. those were some good times.

comment and guess who you are!!

ps. I hate being sick.

it's time!

Wed, 01 Dec 2004 01:28:43 GMT

Yes, the time has arrived...

You know, the ones filled with a bunch of pointless quizzez. i decided it was my turn to give in. it's only one. HONEST! but it's rather long. below is an actuall entry!!

[quiz #1]
x\\ spell your name backwards: nosniboR eiraM anaD
x\\ have you ever had a song written about you: not directly
x\\ what song makes you cry: I don't think i've cried at any one perticular song
x\\ what song makes you happy: Dashboard Confessional - Hands Down
x\\ what do you listen to before you go to sleep: right now it's Flogging Molly, but sometimes it's Dashboard Confessional, or any other cd i feel like.

Right Now . . .
x\\ what color pants are you wearing: pink
x\\ what song are you listening to: Flogging Molly - Death Valley Queen
x\\ what taste is in your mouth?: pasta...?
x\\ whats the weather like?: ...that would involve turning around to see
x\\ how are you?: in pain
x\\ get motion sickness?: on occasion
x\\ have a bad habit?: smoking, duh!
x\\ get along with your parents?: if they decide to me nice, sure.
x\\ boyfriend/girlfriend: Yes <3
x\\ have a big regret: many

Favorite . . .
x\\ conditioner: um...don't know what it's called
x\\ book: The Solitaire Mystery by Jostien Gaarder
x\\ non alchohol drink: EGG NOG!!
x\\ alchohol drink: rum and coke
x\\ things to do on the weekend: go out, or invite friends over

Have You Ever . . .
x\\ broken the law: i smoke everyday!
x\\ ran away from home: to scared too
x\\ snuck out of the house: yes, at my home
x\\ made a prank phone call: man! so much fun!
x\\ tipped over a portapotty: toooo messy
x\\ fell asleep in the shower/bath: no. i hear it's nice.
x\\ been in a school play: a few when i was in canada
x\\ had a boyfriend/girlfriend: i've had many, yes.
x\\ had children: not that i know off
x\\ have a hard time getting over someone: oh god! yes!
x\\ been hurt?: emotionaly?
x\\ gone out with someone you only knew for 3 days: why yes, infact.

Random . . .
x\\ have a job: NO!!
x\\ your cd player has what in it right now: Flogging Molly(i'm not too obssessed)
x\\ if you were a crayon, what color would you be?: PINK!!
x\\ what makes you happy?: life, most of the time
x\\ the next CD you're going to buy: STREETLIGHT MANIFESTO - EVERYTHING GOES NUMB!

When/What Was the Last . . .
x\\ you got a real letter: over a year ago
x\\ got an email: Today
x\\ thing you purchased: shirt from Holister
x\\ Tv program you watched: some show on VH1
x\\ movie you saw in the theaters: National Treasure! saturday
x\\ kissed: today
x\\ hugged: today
x\\ song heard: right now
x\\ place you were [ besides home ]: school
x\\ phonecall: sammy, after school
x\\ you were depressed: not recentally
x\\ you were in the hospital: uh...

When/What Comes to Mind When You Hear . . .
x\\ car: something i don't have
x\\ murder: messy
x\\ cape: The Incredibles...when that tiny lady is explaining why he can't have a cape..hehehe
x\\ cell: phone
x\\ shoe: chucks
x\\ fun: GIANT PAPER BAGS!!
x\\ crush: Sammy
x\\ music: good good fun
x\\ chalk: white

So I'm sick. (thanks Sammy) I sound so horrid, my voice is almost darn near shot! It's no fun. But you know what is! Getting compliments on your hair :) so many people like my hair, makes me really smile. Speaking of smiling, i got a funny email from my mom today. It had a stupid looking cat with a smile on it's face and then their was someone laughing as the background noise. OWE! it made me laugh!! I have a half day tomorrow, but alas my mom is picking me up. i hate being grounded, it really is no fun. *pouts*

I must be on my way now.

much love <3

snip snip snip

Sat, 27 Nov 2004 20:38:58 GMT

I got my hair trimmed today. I'm really happy with it. I got layers soo. Here's some pictures. enjoy!

hope you enjoyed the sexy eyecandy RAWR!

i'm going insane...

Fri, 26 Nov 2004 04:36:44 GMT

I just need to write, I honestly have nothing I can or am aloud to write about, but I need to. I need to vent. I have no concrete topic or reason, but I need this. It's been a long day. Despite that I've only been awake for 12 hours. I was actually in a generally great mood all day, minus those few times my mother was being a royal bitch, but that was only a couple times. My angry, you could call it, just came upon me not 5 minutes ago when I signed online. People just started iming me, people that annoy me. I just want to scream "LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!" but I can't do that. That wouldn't be polite now would it? They wont leave me alone, *blink blink FUCKING BLINK*!!!

I think I'm going to stop now, before I say something that could get me in some real trouble.

it's been awhile..

Mon, 22 Nov 2004 13:35:12 GMT

I had an awesome weekend. *smiles*

Friday:
First an old friend came to visit, Christine. Man I missed her, she'll be 35 this year, kind of werid she's like 20 years older than me. >.<
Went out to Burke to chill with Bunnie and all those cool people that live in Burke. Actually they came to pick me up and then we got stuck in traffic, man that sucked. Except for the whole singing funk to random people shit, that was some good time. I rather enjoyed the little walk we took while we were at David's, especially Alex and Bunnie's rapping, that was the best!

Saturday:
I got to go shopping with my mom and Christine at Tysons. I got a new cd(Flogging Molly - Drunkin Lullabies) and a new cd holder, you know one of those big ones. Then we got home and Sammy came to pick me. We went to a show at Providence. StarsHideFire kicked ass!!! Alex is just ubber sexy! ow ow! I also seen so many people there. I seen Alex(not from SHF), Johnny, Janette, and also some guy I met that used to go to my school, but I never remembered seeing him.

Sunday:
I was made to go rake pine needles at Annie's house. It's worse than raking leaves, I kid you not. But hey! I got 5 bucks, good ass pizza, and cigarettes out of the deal, so what more can I ask for. Annie was insanely hyper too. First, we put one of those giant paper lawn bags on my head, poked an eye hole and ran around right near Herdon Parkway. I eventually just ended up chasing Phillip while he was riding some random pink bike we found. Going to get the pizza was also an adventure too. First off Annie had tied Phillip's sweater around her neck and was running around like she had a cape on. She almost ran into some lady that gave her the weirdest looks. Good times, good times. Then driving back we had a lovely essemble of music, me with my "bbbbbrrr"ing Annie with her whatever-noise-she-was-making, and Phillip with his whistling. Going to the playground was also exciting, especially playing tic-tac-toe and getting stuck upside down on a pole!

oh man! My weekend was awesome. This week is going to rock too. Tomorrow Teagen is picking me up from school and then were going to coffee, whereever we end up. and Then Wednesday Sammy had planned an outing, but Phillip is going to be in West Virginia, and Annie might not be able to go, but either way he's taking me to Moby Dick for some Persian food. Thursday morning him and me are going to breakfast and thats all i have planned so far. But either way it's going to rock!

sorry for such a long post.

from good to great to bad to worse!!!

Thu, 18 Nov 2004 19:14:45 GMT

I made the right choice, that ended up screwing me over in the end. Next time I think I'm just going to keep my mouth shut and forever hold my peace. I hate doing the right thing...I've learned that it gets me nowhere. I've two really horrible days these past two days, today being the worst. I completely broke down in french today. As great as Tuesday night was, it can't make up for all the problems my choice has caused. I'm getting rumors spread about me left and right, apparently i'm a "nark" now. GOD! I just want to leave this school, i don't really have any real friends here, i've lost them all over something I did. IT WAS THE RIGHT THING!!! I KNOW IT WAS!! She has no reason to do this to me, i'm a human being, i have feelings. Can't she see that. How can she be so heartless, she was my friend. I only did it for her own good, she needed to learn a lesson and she did something wrong. I HAVEN'T DONE ANYTHING WRONG!! I don't think i'm going to go to school tomorrow, it may be a dress down day, but i don't think i can handle it anymore. School used to be something I looked forward to, but now, it's a place i dread. I place i never want to be. I can't handle it! ANY OF IT! I just wish my parents would let me leave, go to another school. move! GET ME AWAY! Can't I just go live with my brother, I have friends in Calgary, I could go to a new school, make new friends. I know people will miss me here, but then i wouldn't have to deal with it!!

I'm done!!

Good Moring Beautiful...

Thu, 11 Nov 2004 14:23:40 GMT

*sigh* Sammy makes me smile. His text message at 7:20 this morning made me day:) Nothing today is going to make me sad, I'm in such a good mood. NO ONE CAN STEAL MY THUNDER!!

oh yah, I didn't make cheerleading*shurgg* oh well, I don't care enough. I mean it would have been nice, but now I wont have that wasting my time. yah know?

I'm avoiding doing my work in Desktop, I'll do it tomorrow.

JOIN BITCHES!!

Wed, 10 Nov 2004 13:31:17 GMT

MASQUERADE!! JOIN IT!! I'll love you forver.

ps.i know just posted an entry like 5 seconds ago, but I was to lazy to edit it! deal with it.

i don't think i can do this anymore

Wed, 10 Nov 2004 13:26:50 GMT

I don't want to do anything anymore, I just want to sleep all day. I don't think me and school get along very well anyways. I don't need to be here, it's pointless, it really is. I wake up everyday, just to wish I could go back to sleep. No, not because my dreams are anything amazing, just because sleeping seems much better than going to school. I don't pay attention in any of my classes anyways, so whats the point! There is no point. I DON'T LIKE IT HERE ANYWAYS! I wake up monday mornings just waiting for friday night to come again. I wake up everyday and say to myself, "Only {insert number here} day(s) left until friday" FUCK SCHOOL!!! I don't know why we need to go to school, If I wanted to learn about all the bullshit I'm being told "i need" then i'd do it on my own time. I could be just as big and brillant as anyone out there if they'd let me learn what I wanted to. This isn't learning anyways, this is just having ideas forced on me, saying their right. Sure somethings are right, but WHAT IF THEY'RE WRONG! Can't we decided for ourselves what we want to learn. FUCK SCHOOL!!

I'm going to go because I get so mad that I just leave school, right here and now.

you guys are going to laugh...

Mon, 08 Nov 2004 19:38:36 GMT

I'm trying out for winter cheerleading. Yes I know, totally not my style. But I figured I needed something to do. And it'll get me in better shape, right? I give everyone one of you to laugh at me and make fun of me...But I want to do this. I've been stressing all afternoon. Wish me luck!!!

bored...

Wed, 03 Nov 2004 16:38:09 GMT

Last night while I was smoking out my window I couldn't help but smile. It was so calm and peaceful. I wanted to just go sit outside on my front lawn and stare at the sky, but I figured my parents wouldn't let me. I also concluded that fall and winter are my favorite seasons. It's just so pretty. I love when the leaves turn yellow and fall of the trees during autumn, and winter, oh winter, I love how everything looks after it snows. Everythings all covered in a white, sparkling blanket, it's so nice.

This is one thing I hate about school.I could be sitting outside just taking everything in, but no I have to be locked up in a place I rarely want to be anymore. I used to think it was such a nice place to be, because I had a lot of friends, but now I have so few friends, that there's really no point in being here. I could learn just as much on my own, seeing as I learn barely anything I'm going to need later. School is such a waste of time. They have us learning about things that don't matter, doesn't anyone care about important stuff. I don't care about skewing an object, or finding the slope of a line, or any of that other bullshit they make us learn. Why can't I just go sit outside and watch people, birds, animals, the trees, the sky, the waters. EVERYTHING IMPORTANT!!

As a final note, school sucks and elections are lame.

THE END.

Magical Trevor

Sat, 30 Oct 2004 21:44:00 GMT

Everyone loves Magical Trevor
Because the tricks that he does
Are ever so clever
Look at him now
Disappearing a Cow
Where is the Cow
Hidden right now
Taking a bow
Is Magical Trevor
Everybodie's seen
That the trick is clever
Look at him there
With his leathery leathery whip
It's made of magic
And with a little flip
Yah Yaaaah Yah
The Cow is back
Yah Yaaaah Yah
The Cow is back, back, back
Back from his magical journey
Yaaaaah
What did he see
In the parellel dimention
He saw Beans
Lots of beans
Lots of beans
Lots of beans
Oh beans
Lots of beans
Lots of beans
Lots of beans
Yah Yaaah

Magical Trevor